ilikeyermum

I’m not what you think.

I’m what you dream. I’m your harsh reality. I’ll ruin your day and make it all better in heartbeat. You probably won't understand me. At least not at first. Chances are you won’t like me just from shallow accusations, but where’s the harm in finding out for yourself?

i take things too far. i get too attatched too fast. i dont understand attractions i have towards people. more often than not its personality over looks. looks can change in a second. i have an overactive imagination and crazy ideas and fantasies i can only wish were true. i play mind games with myself to keep me entertained, and paranoid. i'm silly. and giggly. i use big words. i am extremely independent but i'm afraid to be alone. i can only tolerate people for so long. if i can be with someone for a while without hating them, i know theyre good to keep around. i talk to myself a lot. and my dog probably more than i talk to my mom when i'm home from college. i am majoring in criminal justice with minors in chemistry, forensic science, and leadership, for now. i am a member of Lamba Alpha Epsilon, the American Criminal Justice Association fraternity, and i love it.

i have a crush on this boy i definitely shouldn't have a crush on.

most people.